common test over le!

hihi!
long time no blog le...have been kinda busy in preparing my common test. Finally..its over..:) Now my turn to relax......haha

Oh.."relax" wat a word...hows have life been for me? Sometimes i wondered..."O" levels this year leh..and what am i doing right now?Am i doing what i am supposed to do?Am i? no...why do i not have the spirit to study hard? why? i dont know...maybe time wasnt ripe yet? Perhaps i still havent reach that stage yet.No sense of urgency.No sense of seriousness.No sense of......

Will i be able to go to poly?People always tell me:"Will you be able to go anot,ur results so lousy.Your maths, science, english so poor.I think u cant go lor..go somewhere la" This was what i got from the reply. Discouraging reply.But thats true...my results are poor. Am i working hard to go to poly?

I had attended a motivational talk last week.Teaches me to set goals and the importance of parents and friends. It helps..but only lasted for 3 days. Merely 3 days, i think through of what the motivator said."I m very scared of u all, u noe,with this kind of attitude,how can u acheive something?"And it really wakes me up.But how can we students always bear the things we learnt in mind? We cant. Memory do deteriorates.

What goals and plans did i make?Will it ever come true? Why do people just dream about what they might do in future? They are not puttin in the effort to acheive their ambitions. Examples they said:" When i grow up, i want to be the most richest person in the world, be famous,be the best,be someone great,etc....Yet they talk but no action. How many people's ambitions will come true?

Perhaps, its what they feel when they are still young. No plans,no goals. Will they really buck up to acheive their ambitions?I dont know.Maybe yes ,maybe no.Once u have goals and plans, you will. But the question is, "When will u start working hard to acheive it?When? "