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I m going with start tis sentence again."Long time no blog le..cos no time.." lolx..Mid yr exams finalli over le...time to enjoy!hahahax. Enjoy? haha...still got "O" levels .Hais..tis mid yr exam is going to gage my results, and see how i realli realli studied.What if i did badly huh? What shld i do huh? As the saying goes " No one can predict ur future, the future lies on your own hands"How have i realli studied, i also dont know. I only know i have been slogging to pass this mid year exam. Now, i will just to have to wait for the outcome. Theres a question in my head "Will i pass after studying for long??Will i not fail?"
I always ask myself "Is that really true that when u really really study, you will definately pass?"I tried. I focused myself into studying, thinking that perservarance yields success, thinking that i can do it. And yes, we shall see for the results.What if the outcome was not what u expected?What will you do?How are u going to convince ppl that u had actualli studied for dat past 3 weeks? And even though u convince...will they believe u?For the past few weeks, you have been trying to catch up wat u have learnt.
Imagine, u are one of the runners competing with other runners trying to get a bronze medal, and yes, a bronze medal. U limit yourself in just getting a bronze medal.U feel that a bronze is enough already.U wish to get gold but u did not try.In the matter of fact, u feel that "If can gold,better still lah!".And thats me, a normal person with a small typical mind.
In the process of running..u meet many obstacles.U are the only one that can solve it on your own. U cannot depend on other people to help u. People can cheer u on to finish the race but they could not do anything to help.Cos u are the one that is running.Only u, urself know that, u have to overcome any barriers or obstacles before u.The track is yours. U r the only one that can determine your own future.Future is in your hands.
Nobody can help u.Why must the world be like this?Every living person have to overcome something to move on. Its not just u but every single person, will have to play a part in getting the future they wants.And that is why ppl have goals, aims.In order to be very well equipped in the race, u will have to work hard, extremely hard to prepare. In the long run, u came to realise that u had actually benefited from something without u knowing.
"O" levels is drawing near le..In the next few months, i will be sitting in the examination hall, doing my papers. Get to think of it, it sent shivers down my spine.So cold..lol. Will i make use of my time now to prepare for the run?hahaha. I dont know.I m still in the "happy-go-lucky" mode."Why have i not reach the stage yet?Why?"