i cant believe it.
When i woke up this morning, i looked at the calender. i realised i forgotten to message you on that actual day! omg. I swear i clearly remembered your birthday is on the April 7 , but it slipped off my mind yesterday as i was preoccupied with stuffs.
i am so dead. i really didnt mean to forget it, i swear.
i am feeling really guilty and remorseful.
i hate myself. so dissapointed of myself. What a friend i am. Sigh.
i really didnt mean it. =(
Happy belated birthday. sorry.
我恨我自己不够主动。
真的想念当初的我们。
那些话题，那些欢乐。
是否能再回来。
我渴望着。
我不懂何时能像以前一样。
我有努力，但你似乎没看出来。
可能我不够明显
似乎每天我都会想着我们的友谊
以前坚固的怎么变成这样。
我好失败，彻底的失败。
是我的错。
好希望有时光机。
挽回当时的我们，
回到从前。