Went Bugis..
todae i update blog again leh..(is yuzhen reading now,lol) Today get back somethings...haha..i dont wish to comment, next time then comment bah. After school,i go eat ljs wif yuzhen, mumu, and cheryl. Eat until got ulcers le la..argh. Then later go Bugis and meet @ 2.30pm outside MRT. Some1 veri late,2.50pm then come, then have to treat 5 of us eat ice cream(me,sharlene,sheryl,mumu,cheryl) eat icecream...haha. THANKS YUZHEN!lol
Later sharlene meet her new bf, then we follow her,like PI ..haha..Ask us to see he hansome anot. haha. i feel that it is okok la.Hair is style and dyed golden brown. Lets talks abt some other things.After abt 1 hr, sharlene came back find us, we walked,sat,talked, keeps on talking about what to eat and where to go..We decided the place for more than half hr lor..haha..
Then in the end go food court eat dry Yong Tau Foo intro by yuzhen. Got something funny happened in food court. You know wat? Mumu ordered chicken chop then got the creamy soup. Yuzhen 1st drink then said is cooked from packet one ,then second sharlene drink said it is can one..,then i drink say nothing(no comments).After that, yuzhen dun believe , take a sip again and said packet one, then i take a sip again said nothing too..Do you understand? Its like we like keeps dont believe and want to try more to confirm whether frm packet or canned(although my heart says canned one)haha. Forget it..you dont know what i talking, and i also dont know what i typing'_'!!! lol
Then later went back home, found out mumu "half" bottle drink in my bag! He nvr take home.lol. Yawns.now 1.16am le..see la..stay up late to write this.Bye!!
Prelims finali over le..
Prelims finally over le....so happy!!I CAN REST!!Hais..but not long, still got O levels to work hard.O levels coming in how many months?Sighs..2 months time! hais..still need to revise and revise and revise ad revise.......How i wish it will pass quickly. Later really come, sure panic like what one..hahas
bye
LATE!!!
******Frustrated******
------9.02am------
Went to wake my bro up, tell him I late, call my mum , she never answer(getting more frustrated, was already perspiring with cold sweat). Brush teeth and wash face. Call sis, tell her what happened, she ask me call mum. Then call mum again (but this time call wrong, a man pick up)Hung up the phone.. Mum finally called and tell me the reason. Guess why she forget wake me? Cos she buy vegetables……-.-Hung up the phone without saying “bye”.
******Frustrated******
-------9.05am-------
Pack my tuition work ,$4, calculator, keys inside my bag. Throw my bag onto the sofa.
******Slightly Frustrated******
-------9.06am-------
Find my clothes and jeans. Cannot find jeans, then anyhow throw all the clothes on the bed. Sit on the bed keeps thinking of late. Suddenly found jeans on top of the cupboard. Quickly change.
******Frustrated******
-------9.09am-------
Prepare 1 piece of bread with 1 cheese. Stuff inside the mouth.(never chew).Walk out from kitchen. Saw bro coming out of his room(say: “ni pu xi chi dao le ar?” I was like obviously.
******Slightly Frustrated******
------9.12am-------
Prepare to go out. Cannot find my slippers(Argh!).Look outside, inside, cupboard .Still cannot find! In the end found it inside a plastic bag(Mum put the slippers inside)
******Frustrated******
------9.14am-------
Finally got out of the house!
******Relieved******
mid yr over le
I m going with start tis sentence again."Long time no blog le..cos no time.." lolx..Mid yr exams finalli over le...time to enjoy!hahahax. Enjoy? haha...still got "O" levels .Hais..tis mid yr exam is going to gage my results, and see how i realli realli studied.What if i did badly huh? What shld i do huh? As the saying goes " No one can predict ur future, the future lies on your own hands"How have i realli studied, i also dont know. I only know i have been slogging to pass this mid year exam. Now, i will just to have to wait for the outcome. Theres a question in my head "Will i pass after studying for long??Will i not fail?"
I always ask myself "Is that really true that when u really really study, you will definately pass?"I tried. I focused myself into studying, thinking that perservarance yields success, thinking that i can do it. And yes, we shall see for the results.What if the outcome was not what u expected?What will you do?How are u going to convince ppl that u had actualli studied for dat past 3 weeks? And even though u convince...will they believe u?For the past few weeks, you have been trying to catch up wat u have learnt.
Imagine, u are one of the runners competing with other runners trying to get a bronze medal, and yes, a bronze medal. U limit yourself in just getting a bronze medal.U feel that a bronze is enough already.U wish to get gold but u did not try.In the matter of fact, u feel that "If can gold,better still lah!".And thats me, a normal person with a small typical mind.
In the process of running..u meet many obstacles.U are the only one that can solve it on your own. U cannot depend on other people to help u. People can cheer u on to finish the race but they could not do anything to help.Cos u are the one that is running.Only u, urself know that, u have to overcome any barriers or obstacles before u.The track is yours. U r the only one that can determine your own future.Future is in your hands.
Nobody can help u.Why must the world be like this?Every living person have to overcome something to move on. Its not just u but every single person, will have to play a part in getting the future they wants.And that is why ppl have goals, aims.In order to be very well equipped in the race, u will have to work hard, extremely hard to prepare. In the long run, u came to realise that u had actually benefited from something without u knowing.
"O" levels is drawing near le..In the next few months, i will be sitting in the examination hall, doing my papers. Get to think of it, it sent shivers down my spine.So cold..lol. Will i make use of my time now to prepare for the run?hahaha. I dont know.I m still in the "happy-go-lucky" mode."Why have i not reach the stage yet?Why?"
common test over le!
long time no blog le...have been kinda busy in preparing my common test. Finally..its over..:) Now my turn to relax......haha
Oh.."relax" wat a word...hows have life been for me? Sometimes i wondered..."O" levels this year leh..and what am i doing right now?Am i doing what i am supposed to do?Am i? no...why do i not have the spirit to study hard? why? i dont know...maybe time wasnt ripe yet? Perhaps i still havent reach that stage yet.No sense of urgency.No sense of seriousness.No sense of......
Will i be able to go to poly?People always tell me:"Will you be able to go anot,ur results so lousy.Your maths, science, english so poor.I think u cant go lor..go somewhere la" This was what i got from the reply. Discouraging reply.But thats true...my results are poor. Am i working hard to go to poly?
I had attended a motivational talk last week.Teaches me to set goals and the importance of parents and friends. It helps..but only lasted for 3 days. Merely 3 days, i think through of what the motivator said."I m very scared of u all, u noe,with this kind of attitude,how can u acheive something?"And it really wakes me up.But how can we students always bear the things we learnt in mind? We cant. Memory do deteriorates.
What goals and plans did i make?Will it ever come true? Why do people just dream about what they might do in future? They are not puttin in the effort to acheive their ambitions. Examples they said:" When i grow up, i want to be the most richest person in the world, be famous,be the best,be someone great,etc....Yet they talk but no action. How many people's ambitions will come true?
Perhaps, its what they feel when they are still young. No plans,no goals. Will they really buck up to acheive their ambitions?I dont know.Maybe yes ,maybe no.Once u have goals and plans, you will. But the question is, "When will u start working hard to acheive it?When? "
luNar chInese nEw year!
Long time never blog le...have been busy for the past few weeks. Got 5 tests held last week and tons of homework and i havent do finish...die liao... Oh ya..today is chinese new year.Wishing everybody a prosperous year ahead!:)
Today, went to my relatives house..my father side one..tomoorow will be going to my mother side.hehe.so happy tomorrow can gamble..:) should be a veri enjoyable day!:)
i think i m going to sleep le...so sleepy...
Bye!! Will update more often!
merRy chriStmas!!
Merry christmas!!What a day..no christmas present from santa...:( How i missed those years...presents,presents...love it!But now...as i get older, i came to realised that there will be no santa for the next following years...quite sad...no presents..no wishes...
Santa doesnt exist at all...hahahax..as if i dun noe.i want a christmass present! hehe..
Later going my sis house to eat..sumptous dinner yeah? hahax
hiee..back from chalet..
Today just came back fom coasta sands resort(downtown east) at 12 plus...Enjoyed myself throughout the 2 days stay!It was even more enjoyable when my friends suyu and geok cheng come!! hahahax!! Too bad only both of them come..it will be more merrier if more were to join in horx?Sharlene sick and hse too far, bee kuan mother dont allow cos too late, lijuan halfway got something on, jannie go on holidays,and stella, sheryl,lynette,cheryl never reply my messages...dats why..cannot blame some of them mahx...maybe go holidaes horx?
At least suyu and geokcheng got come....so happy!!:) i was so deeply touched when they both made a giant sized birthday card for mi and gave mi a box of rochere.SO DEEPLY TOUCHED! IF u are reading tis, i would like to thank u all once again!Thankx YOU!!Thankx for making mi cry lehs...('_'!!!)hahahax.Thankx for making it the best birthday i ever had. Thankx for the giant-sized card and rochere! THANKX FOR EVERYTHING!!:)
So yesterdae i bbq with suyu and geokcheng. hais..actualli they can stay overnight one lehs...too bad, too late...when my parents come back, they go liao....cos my sis bro in law want send them home mahx...so when they came back, they say my friends could stay...too late le lor...hais..
SO Sorri....:(
We "pained" the food until black black..hahahax!! so funny..unexperienced mahx..hahahax..then later suyu and geok cheng play X box..play until so good man.. *claps, claps*
So yesterdae was quite a happy dae for mi!!Lastly,i would like to thank my family and friends for this sucess!!!!Cheers!!=)
Wee! Went to escape theme park!
Yesterdae, is sharlene birthdae.As a form of celebration, we celebrated her birthdae at Escape Theme park. It was my first time there...hahax..i think i never been there before,or maybe i forgot already. So we went to the theme park together. Mi, geokcheng,suyu,pohsuan,bee kuan and sharlene.
I think we play finish all the rides except for some childish one..hahax.We played "Go-kart","Panasonic","Pepsi","Aeroplane"(causes mi to feel nauseous.Argh!),"Flipper","Haunted house"(less then halfway, then rush out),"Pirate Ship","Wet and Wild","Boat that spray water".Hmm..i think dats all bah..all the challenging one we tried.
The stupid "areroplane ride" made mi want to vomit lor..lie down one then slowly turn and turn until giddy..Argh!Then the haunted house so scary.Inside dark dark one..then the person outside ask u to watch video inside first, then can continue the journey.Woah! Then when i m concentrating looking at the video..got 1 faceless man..behind mi..shouting at mi. U should noe la..when some1 shouting and moving closer to you,u will surely backed off one...then i push push push ..then they all move move move..AH! so scary.luckily, Beekuan say she want to go out..then we all then escape frm the house.hahahax..In the end, they all four tried except for mi and beekuan.haha



The others i cannot describe lah..u muz go and try ur own, then u will noe..the thrill,the shiok,the scary. Before you go, you muz drink alot of water....cos u will surely shout out loud the if u nvr drink, get ready for a sorethroat. And dun eat too much..will vomit..
Shared money to treat Sharlene to themepark, buy a present, buy a birthday cake. Realli fun lor!Sing birthdae song,ppl looking at us. Attack her by slapping the chocoalate cake onto her face!!hahahax.
Wat a day man!
Now, dats is wat i call holidaes
Holidaes finally started for mi!For the past few weeks, i have been going to school for the bridging programme. So sianx lor...Should be holidaes for us dat time lor...
Phew, now, finally over...Should i be sad or happy?hais....i think i should be quite sad bah...At home....have to revise le...prepare for next yr O-levels le.hais...Whos on earth is not scared of failing O-levels lei? Pls lor...i oso scared lor...u thot wat?i want go poly leh..
Sighs...Who really know how to study?Can anyone tell mi?What does study exactly means? I feel that no matter how hard i study, things juz couldnt go on smoothly. Why? The way i study is not good enough? Izzit? Cannot be mah.. I got revise leh, everynow and then. But things still goes wrong, very wrong, utterly surprised...
U try to compare la..a person who study almost every day, failed to beat those who last minute study..HUH?!!ridiculous..isn't it? Can u imagine the person feelings who study so hard..failed to beat those???hahahahax...What a joke!
Now u muz be thinking..might well dun study earlier..get this kind of results. But if dun study earlier, u lose more than them. Perhaps, i was thinking if u dun study, u might get higher than them cos u nervous mah...then u will realli get down to work. Correct wat..u will feel realli realli reali stress...then u will 拼命 study..until cannot take it anymore..then u collaspse..hahahax.
hais..what can i say? "luck is not on my side bah,cannot blame anyone"
Juz tell mi, how should i study?PLEASE! I want to go poly!!!!!
Went to parkway and East Coast park
Yesterday after remedial went to eat KFC with sharlene and geokcheng.hahax. Sharlene asked mi go leh. Again, i m surprised. I realli couldnt believe it. She was always the one calling mi to go out. What a good friend.
So we walked to KFC. Ate a $2.95 meal. Cos no money to buy popcorn chicken.hahax. After eating, wanted to do homework, but in the end never. Boring mahx. Later, suyu called. Asked sharlene and geokcheng want to go parkway anot. I was pretending not to listen their conversation as i thot they will not ask mi. But who knows? Sharlene asked mi want to go anot. Again,i m shocked.She asked mi again leh! I agreed. This time, the outing includes beekuan, another pollypocket member.Opps, i m going out wif pollypocket gang.hahaha!!
So meet sharlene 1st, then walk to MRT and waited for geokcheng.Then take 196.Go parkway to meet suyu and beekuan. Sharlene is such a good friend.She wont pangseh ppl want lor..keeps on telling mi to walk n talk with them lehs..so good lor..wont leave u alone 1 lor.Good frend lehs..
We went arcade and pay $2 for five tokens.Then i played Virtua cop wif geokcheng, Timecrisis 2 with sharlene, n picture finder with all 4 of them. Waited veri long for timecrisis2.Cos many ppl queing up mah..dats y...
After dat..we went to east coast and take pictures?!hahahaha!Then later went home.
It was another enjoyable dae for mi!!So fun! hahahax
Holidaes coming le!
Exams are over le and holidays are coming to be my saviour! Finally can rest le..enjoy myself. After all the hard work i did..did i manage to get good results?hmm...i dun noe lei..hahax
Wat a a long holidaes for mi!! I m going to plan it nicely!i am going to prepare myself for the upcoming O-level exams. I feel that time is passing veri fast. So fast that i m going to Sec 4 next year and going to be really really stress! Extreme pushover...
This holidays is the time to catch up,time to revise,time to understand,time to think for future..Muz realli make use of it!Two months of holidays is so valuable, so precious..Will i go Poly??
scared....
i am so scared...tmr going to noe results le..How am i going to react?hais..Will i do better?i dun noe and i dun wish to think anymore. I hope i can pass. I cannot describe my feeling right now. So..........argh!
Hais..i dun wish to say anymore...
i tRuly enjoyed myself
i m so happy on the 20th (day b4 yesterdae) and 21th(yesterdae) October 2005.
On 19th October 2005, sharlene asked mi go out with suyu,geokcheng lehs... Wat a surprise man..i couldnt believe it. I was chatting with Sharlene on msn when she asked mi go out, got so shocked that she asked mi go out lehs..go orchard. My mum let mi go out with them.hahaha:0 I m so happy..cos dats was my first time going out with secondary frends to a place where i gone b4 only once in my life.
So we went orchard together on 20th oct 2005. i wore nicer than the last time time i wore.Met suyu at bus stop, take bus go interchange, went up MRT station.Saw sharlene with her bf. Walked to 1 side and wait for geokcheng. After she came..went toilet together...
Boarded MRT.Reached Orhard. geokcheng is my tourist..haha..tell mi all the places which i dun know..hahahax. Took neoprints at........hahaha..i forgot the place le..

After dat, eat lunch at LJS. At there, i m so embrassed xia.. i eat french fries halfway, eat until spit onto geokcheng hand...aiya..i not purposely 1...the aircon la..drip water on geokcheng hand..then i laugh..then accidentally spit on her lor.Geokcheng sorri lehs. Awhile later, the straw fly out fom my cup.hahaha!! So stupid lor. They say i talked veri loud when i m provoded..hahax..no lor actualli. i think i veri wat lor..talks like a crude person xia.i will change..
After eating, we went with suyu to find job.She say no money..dats y want a job..so can earn money,then spend it wholeheartedly.Went Starbucks to find the employer. Agreed to hire suyu. Geokcheng and sharlene also joined her. They asked mi want to join them,i say dun one, for fear that my mother will scold mah.. So they got the job of giving out something at Suntec on a roadshow. From 6pm to 9pm, $25 lehs..easy money rite? Too bad lor..i scared my mum will scold wat. Come to think abt it..it was quite an easy way to earn money in 3hrs time..hahaha. Sharlene in the end nvr go cos she got dinner.
Then later, shop around lor..hahahax. Geokcheng planning to buy clothes wat..So we followed her. She brought clothes.$25 per piece lor..so EX rite? But u noe wat? Thats her own money. She save 1 lehs... Now then i noe..they didnt take from their parents to buy things...They SAVED MONEY!! Then i brought a friendship band.Quite nice..hahax
So on the 20th october 2005, it was quite a enjoyable day for mi! So surprised they asked mi out. Wahahaha!
Yeah! exams over le!
Todae is a kinda happy dae for me! Feeling so great, so relieved....kind of relieving my burden bah.. Exams finally over le! AHH!!!!!!!! I m so stress-free!! have art exam todae,no need study at all..haha
Yesterdae was quite a dae for mi...Fun, enjoyable dae.. sharlene, suyu, geokcheng ,ask mi go Mac near geokcheng hse there, do art and study together. So surprised they ask mi go leh...Of course i agreed la... Can u believe they ask mi go out??:) i m so happy. They ask mi out leh:) i wore a t-shirt and short pants. guess wat they wore?Wa...what can i say??They wear until very matured xia..i looked so extra,3 against 1...*laughs Never expected them to wear until so pretty since they r going Bedok only mah...how would i noe ar?Really couldnt recognised them. Especially sharlene. At there, i talked veri little xia...so stupid.I dun noe wat topic to say mah n i doing art that time..so talked little lor. Hais..i think that they will think that i m such a boring and quiet person bah:( But i tell u, i m not...I muz have the feeling,topic and atmosphere to talk la.. sounded "cheim"??hahax.
Ok la..i will try to open my mouth to talk more often:) Its fun going out with them and quite a experience for mi... Hope to go out with them again.
ExAms StaRts lE!!
long time never blog le...study lor.hais...today, juz had my chinese exam. i think i will do quite well.Got time. hahax...easier than English...die le la...no time for english.Compo write less then 200 words LEH! i also dun know what i writing xia! hais...spend too much time on report.More than 1hr! See la..no time management! Told teacher..asked me why i didnt plan my time??say no time, she asked me to do well in ppr 2. lolx
hais...i dun feel like studying xia..tmr no exam. i know i have to study now or else later i wouldnt have time to study all chapters!! But, i feel so lethagic, keeps on wants to sleep.Argh! My mind doesnt seem to concentrate at all no matter how hard i try!Why ah?? Its not that i finish studying and also not that i have full confidence of scoring A1 for all my subjects!! YET i FEEL THIS "TIREDNESS"!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!
Why ah??i reallly really really hope that my mind could concentrate now for this moment!3 week only! Is this very hard??
"Concentrate,Concentrate,Concentrate,you can do it!!"
hais..exams coming le..
hais...long time never blog le..no time ..muz understand.
Many things keeps happening to mi...Fridae lost my wallet during tuition.Dun know where i lost it. Contains ezlink,postbank card. What an unlucky dae..Went home got scolded for being careless..hais...Thanks to my sis leh! Ask mi find rubber band for her, lopang on my bro-in-law lorry, carry a new espirit bag. LOLx..What a dae!!
Exams are coming le..Got to go study le...hais...see u..
September Holidaes..
September holidaes come le.hmm...Am i enjoying? No.Not all all. Sigh...i think i will be at home at all times...guarding house. So sad...hais...I want to go out!! I want someone to accompany me! But who would be so kind leh? hais....lonely at home...Argh...Forget it...."As if i care..":(
Actually, today got remedial with Mr Yong, we waited for 1 hr for him! He say start at 9am and ed at 12 pm. But he lied to us! We were all waiting for him since 9am! He did not come lor..whole class wait for him....until 1 hour past then we went off. Went to Macdonald near Geokcheng house, to eat breakfast. Actually say one to eat Kaya Toast, but in the end never.Went with Stella, Geokcheng, Sheryl, Mira, Soyah, Pohsuan, Zhirong and Najib. Hais... i only bring $4 plus plus leh! How to eat 1 meal?? No choice lor..eat 1 sausauge muffin and 1 hashbrown with no drinks....(' _ ')!!!
When we were eating halfway...Mr Yong called on Najib handphone. Oops.. We were thinking about the conversation between Najib and Mr Yong. Luckily...he did not call us all back to school..what a relief! He said it was his fault and that he will make up another day. So we continued eating then went off to NTUC, then to GIANT. Dun noe do wat mah...walked anywhere lor...hahahax
After that, went home. Woo! At least, today i got go out with friends..:)
Teachers Dae
Todae we celebrated teacher day. What a boring day in school. hais..Dun noe how to plan a good event..so sad. Tsk..tsk..tsk. The teachers play captain ball and floorball then we students watched until 10am..Sianx arhx!
After that, one of my sec 3 friends wants me to go with her along with her two other friends to my primary school. She was from 6F. i dont know her at all during my school years in pri school until i met her during sec 1. I agreed.I actually dun want to go 1 because my last time friends never call me go and visit together. But in the end i agreed.
So we went there together. My friend brought real roses for her teachers at the price of $3.90 for 2 pairs. I did not buy anything for my teachers thinking that i would juz wish them happy teacher day as my friends did not come with me.
We reached our primary school at about 12pm like that. I feel kinda happy that i went back to my primary school. Some sort of warmth...ahahahax..It is this school that taught us values. I must appreciate their help mah. hahax..
The school was still big as before, with a big aviary of peacorks and peahens. How i missed those days with my friends arhx! When i went inside the school,i feel weird becos i found out that i did not buy anything for my teachers! Looking at my friend roses, i feel so guilty. I was wondering"What if my teacher saw my friend brought a rose for her teacher? Then i never buy at all..so bad" Thinking about this, i went to the bookshop to buy fakes roses.hahaha. At least this could smoothen my scary thoughts. After that, then i go find my teachers.
They were quite happy to see me la..hahax.. hais...I feel so sad. I did not go with my last time friends..(T.T)
Know Some of My results.......
I m kinda happy today!Wahahaha! I got back 2 of my subjects. I topped History and Geography leh!! History:18/25 Geography:17/25 !!!Wahhaha!! So surprised.. I thought my history will juz pass by a few marks and geography would fail....Can u believe it?! I cant even believe myself when e history teacher say i got the highest.....Wahahaha... For geography, i was damn shocked lor! i thought i will fail very badly but i was wrong! At that time, Mr Chan announced some1 got the highest and the 1 having the highest marks is the one who have studied... Then my friends started to say "eieng..." Like shit lor..At that time, i thot "pls la..how can i be so good.." Wahahhax..I was utterly wrong when Mr chan gave back and shouted my name...hahaha
i thot i will fail, because most of the time i failed my geography tests...
So surprised!!!!I got back chinese last week(Chinese:36/50) Got back english todae then noe(english:18/30) hais..dun noe happy for wat..Others subjects still dun noe...
Walao.. U noe what??? A teacher wants to give US ALL ZERO for chemistry leh!!! Like shit la!! He say got people copy then ask the people who copy to stand up, but no 1 did...Then want to give WHOLE CLASS ZERO for chemistry! Not fair lor! People like me study so hard for that test , then get zero! Where got such things?? Argh!! Why cant they deal with people who copy lei?? Why drag innocent ppl into it?! hais.....die la... THEY DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE OVERALL MARKS DOWN..... See la...later retain or go normalA how?? U tell me la! UNREASONABLE teachers!!
This problem has not been solved... i will juz wait and see.....