Holidaes coming le!

Hiee!
Exams are over le and holidays are coming to be my saviour! Finally can rest le..enjoy myself. After all the hard work i did..did i manage to get good results?hmm...i dun noe lei..hahax

Wat a a long holidaes for mi!! I m going to plan it nicely!i am going to prepare myself for the upcoming O-level exams. I feel that time is passing veri fast. So fast that i m going to Sec 4 next year and going to be really really stress! Extreme pushover...

This holidays is the time to catch up,time to revise,time to understand,time to think for future..Muz realli make use of it!Two months of holidays is so valuable, so precious..Will i go Poly??

scared....

hi...
i am so scared...tmr going to noe results le..How am i going to react?hais..Will i do better?i dun noe and i dun wish to think anymore. I hope i can pass. I cannot describe my feeling right now. So..........argh!

Hais..i dun wish to say anymore...

i tRuly enjoyed myself

hiee!
i m so happy on the 20th (day b4 yesterdae) and 21th(yesterdae) October 2005.
On 19th October 2005, sharlene asked mi go out with suyu,geokcheng lehs... Wat a surprise man..i couldnt believe it. I was chatting with Sharlene on msn when she asked mi go out, got so shocked that she asked mi go out lehs..go orchard. My mum let mi go out with them.hahaha:0 I m so happy..cos dats was my first time going out with secondary frends to a place where i gone b4 only once in my life.

So we went orchard together on 20th oct 2005. i wore nicer than the last time time i wore.Met suyu at bus stop, take bus go interchange, went up MRT station.Saw sharlene with her bf. Walked to 1 side and wait for geokcheng. After she came..went toilet together...

Boarded MRT.Reached Orhard. geokcheng is my tourist..haha..tell mi all the places which i dun know..hahahax. Took neoprints at........hahaha..i forgot the place le..

After dat, eat lunch at LJS. At there, i m so embrassed xia.. i eat french fries halfway, eat until spit onto geokcheng hand...aiya..i not purposely 1...the aircon la..drip water on geokcheng hand..then i laugh..then accidentally spit on her lor.Geokcheng sorri lehs. Awhile later, the straw fly out fom my cup.hahaha!! So stupid lor. They say i talked veri loud when i m provoded..hahax..no lor actualli. i think i veri wat lor..talks like a crude person xia.i will change..

After eating, we went with suyu to find job.She say no money..dats y want a job..so can earn money,then spend it wholeheartedly.Went Starbucks to find the employer. Agreed to hire suyu. Geokcheng and sharlene also joined her. They asked mi want to join them,i say dun one, for fear that my mother will scold mah.. So they got the job of giving out something at Suntec on a roadshow. From 6pm to 9pm, $25 lehs..easy money rite? Too bad lor..i scared my mum will scold wat. Come to think abt it..it was quite an easy way to earn money in 3hrs time..hahaha. Sharlene in the end nvr go cos she got dinner.


Then later, shop around lor..hahahax. Geokcheng planning to buy clothes wat..So we followed her. She brought clothes.$25 per piece lor..so EX rite? But u noe wat? Thats her own money. She save 1 lehs... Now then i noe..they didnt take from their parents to buy things...They SAVED MONEY!! Then i brought a friendship band.Quite nice..hahax

So on the 20th october 2005, it was quite a enjoyable day for mi! So surprised they asked mi out. Wahahaha!

Yeah! exams over le!

Hiee!!
Todae is a kinda happy dae for me! Feeling so great, so relieved....kind of relieving my burden bah.. Exams finally over le! AHH!!!!!!!! I m so stress-free!! have art exam todae,no need study at all..haha

Yesterdae was quite a dae for mi...Fun, enjoyable dae.. sharlene, suyu, geokcheng ,ask mi go Mac near geokcheng hse there, do art and study together. So surprised they ask mi go leh...Of course i agreed la... Can u believe they ask mi go out??:) i m so happy. They ask mi out leh:) i wore a t-shirt and short pants. guess wat they wore?Wa...what can i say??They wear until very matured xia..i looked so extra,3 against 1...*laughs Never expected them to wear until so pretty since they r going Bedok only mah...how would i noe ar?Really couldnt recognised them. Especially sharlene. At there, i talked veri little xia...so stupid.I dun noe wat topic to say mah n i doing art that time..so talked little lor. Hais..i think that they will think that i m such a boring and quiet person bah:( But i tell u, i m not...I muz have the feeling,topic and atmosphere to talk la.. sounded "cheim"??hahax.

Ok la..i will try to open my mouth to talk more often:) Its fun going out with them and quite a experience for mi... Hope to go out with them again.

ExAms StaRts lE!!

hello...
long time never blog le...study lor.hais...today, juz had my chinese exam. i think i will do quite well.Got time. hahax...easier than English...die le la...no time for english.Compo write less then 200 words LEH! i also dun know what i writing xia! hais...spend too much time on report.More than 1hr! See la..no time management! Told teacher..asked me why i didnt plan my time??say no time, she asked me to do well in ppr 2. lolx

hais...i dun feel like studying xia..tmr no exam. i know i have to study now or else later i wouldnt have time to study all chapters!! But, i feel so lethagic, keeps on wants to sleep.Argh! My mind doesnt seem to concentrate at all no matter how hard i try!Why ah?? Its not that i finish studying and also not that i have full confidence of scoring A1 for all my subjects!! YET i FEEL THIS "TIREDNESS"!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!

Why ah??i reallly really really hope that my mind could concentrate now for this moment!3 week only! Is this very hard??

"Concentrate,Concentrate,Concentrate,you can do it!!"

hais..exams coming le..

hello..
hais...long time never blog le..no time ..muz understand.
Many things keeps happening to mi...Fridae lost my wallet during tuition.Dun know where i lost it. Contains ezlink,postbank card. What an unlucky dae..Went home got scolded for being careless..hais...Thanks to my sis leh! Ask mi find rubber band for her, lopang on my bro-in-law lorry, carry a new espirit bag. LOLx..What a dae!!
Exams are coming le..Got to go study le...hais...see u..

September Holidaes..

hi!
September holidaes come le.hmm...Am i enjoying? No.Not all all. Sigh...i think i will be at home at all times...guarding house. So sad...hais...I want to go out!! I want someone to accompany me! But who would be so kind leh? hais....lonely at home...Argh...Forget it...."As if i care..":(

Actually, today got remedial with Mr Yong, we waited for 1 hr for him! He say start at 9am and ed at 12 pm. But he lied to us! We were all waiting for him since 9am! He did not come lor..whole class wait for him....until 1 hour past then we went off. Went to Macdonald near Geokcheng house, to eat breakfast. Actually say one to eat Kaya Toast, but in the end never.Went with Stella, Geokcheng, Sheryl, Mira, Soyah, Pohsuan, Zhirong and Najib. Hais... i only bring $4 plus plus leh! How to eat 1 meal?? No choice lor..eat 1 sausauge muffin and 1 hashbrown with no drinks....(' _ ')!!!

When we were eating halfway...Mr Yong called on Najib handphone. Oops.. We were thinking about the conversation between Najib and Mr Yong. Luckily...he did not call us all back to school..what a relief! He said it was his fault and that he will make up another day. So we continued eating then went off to NTUC, then to GIANT. Dun noe do wat mah...walked anywhere lor...hahahax

After that, went home. Woo! At least, today i got go out with friends..:)

Teachers Dae

hi...
Todae we celebrated teacher day. What a boring day in school. hais..Dun noe how to plan a good event..so sad. Tsk..tsk..tsk. The teachers play captain ball and floorball then we students watched until 10am..Sianx arhx!

After that, one of my sec 3 friends wants me to go with her along with her two other friends to my primary school. She was from 6F. i dont know her at all during my school years in pri school until i met her during sec 1. I agreed.I actually dun want to go 1 because my last time friends never call me go and visit together. But in the end i agreed.

So we went there together. My friend brought real roses for her teachers at the price of $3.90 for 2 pairs. I did not buy anything for my teachers thinking that i would juz wish them happy teacher day as my friends did not come with me.

We reached our primary school at about 12pm like that. I feel kinda happy that i went back to my primary school. Some sort of warmth...ahahahax..It is this school that taught us values. I must appreciate their help mah. hahax..

The school was still big as before, with a big aviary of peacorks and peahens. How i missed those days with my friends arhx! When i went inside the school,i feel weird becos i found out that i did not buy anything for my teachers! Looking at my friend roses, i feel so guilty. I was wondering"What if my teacher saw my friend brought a rose for her teacher? Then i never buy at all..so bad" Thinking about this, i went to the bookshop to buy fakes roses.hahaha. At least this could smoothen my scary thoughts. After that, then i go find my teachers.

They were quite happy to see me la..hahax.. hais...I feel so sad. I did not go with my last time friends..(T.T)

Know Some of My results.......

Hiee...

I m kinda happy today!Wahahaha! I got back 2 of my subjects. I topped History and Geography leh!! History:18/25 Geography:17/25 !!!Wahhaha!! So surprised.. I thought my history will juz pass by a few marks and geography would fail....Can u believe it?! I cant even believe myself when e history teacher say i got the highest.....Wahahaha... For geography, i was damn shocked lor! i thought i will fail very badly but i was wrong! At that time, Mr Chan announced some1 got the highest and the 1 having the highest marks is the one who have studied... Then my friends started to say "eieng..." Like shit lor..At that time, i thot "pls la..how can i be so good.." Wahahhax..I was utterly wrong when Mr chan gave back and shouted my name...hahaha
i thot i will fail, because most of the time i failed my geography tests...

So surprised!!!!I got back chinese last week(Chinese:36/50) Got back english todae then noe(english:18/30) hais..dun noe happy for wat..Others subjects still dun noe...
Walao.. U noe what??? A teacher wants to give US ALL ZERO for chemistry leh!!! Like shit la!! He say got people copy then ask the people who copy to stand up, but no 1 did...Then want to give WHOLE CLASS ZERO for chemistry! Not fair lor! People like me study so hard for that test , then get zero! Where got such things?? Argh!! Why cant they deal with people who copy lei?? Why drag innocent ppl into it?! hais.....die la... THEY DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE OVERALL MARKS DOWN..... See la...later retain or go normalA how?? U tell me la! UNREASONABLE teachers!!

This problem has not been solved... i will juz wait and see.....

Raymie died....

hi...

Long time never blog le...hais... i am feeling so sad...My beloved hamster Raymie had died.It happened on yesterday(20/8/05). It was 11 o'clock in the morning when i woke up to wash up. hais..if i woke up earlier, this might not be happening. I saw him lying beside the tissue box (some sort of nest) I thot he was being covered by the tissue box, so i took the tissue box up and found out that he was not moving at ALL...i was amused..It was not his usual self..By right, he should get up, and get fustrated mah.But he did not. Out of curiousity, I began touching him and found out that his body was not moving at ALL....At the moment i was thinking "Huh..die already arh?" I was right..His hard-stiff body and his twitched whiskers made me realise that. He was lying peacefully with his "wife" licking his fur when i tried to touch his "husband"

"What am i going to do now? Shall i cry out loud? Shall i tell my brother? Am i dreaming?" i was thinking all sorts of things.. "Why is Raymie dead?Why? i did give him food to eat mah. There is no reason mah...why arhx??"

The day before yesterday, he was still perfectly alright...jumping and bouncing like a mad dog at the late of the night..But why? I felt so remorseful.. I carry him up and patted him. He was lying dead still on my hand!DEAD STILL!!(T.T) I was thinking about how he had happy times with mi when i was with him..i cried...

So sad..i like him so much and yet he passed away...he is the best hamster that can stand and walk for 10 seconds..He walked very slow but he can balance himself for 10 SECONDS..And now...he has gone to somewhere very far..leaving mi in lurch...hais.....

National Day @ Pandang

hi!

I' m home! So was it fun for me? No... The sorching sun was directly facing at me! DIRECTLY! How am i going to watch with my eyes covered? Argh...

The band performance is not bad la..i forget how many songs were played. Wow..my school band is terrific man! With their 3 colours(blue,red,yellow) coating in their uniform and their desire to perform for the audience really touches me! They had been training for the past few months, non-stop..every week full shedule leh..Can you understand their pain? How do i know? My friends got perform mah! Sheryl, Mutalib and Junhong..you all are really good!

I think all the performances is quite okay la..not bad la.. i also cannot see the performance...
Argh.. The goodie bag quite good la..

Thats all folks!

National dae

hiee,

Yippee! Today, is national day! I m wishing Singapore a happy 40th birthday! Singapore had grown so old..unbelieveable..40years of surviving? Cheers!

Later i will be going to Pandang leh..and i will be watching the parade. Are u envious? Very hard to get the ticket 1 leh..u think easy achx? Wait long long la..hahax.. Hais..later i will be sitting under the scorching sun

Our school got participate leh.. Ping yi military band 'THE TITANS' and some of the NCC girls.
hahahax..Can u believe it? Ping yi leh..still got chance xia.. Based on history, Ping yi had never had a chance to perform in events, let alone in National Day! Today..finally got some achievement..Better than nothing...hahax

So how well is the parade going to be in Pandang? Let me check it out later and tell u..

Celebrated National Dae..

Hi again..

Today, our school celebrated National day.We were allowed to wear red-t-shirts and jeans + sports shoes..But too bad..i didnt wear..how i regretted..Only about 90% people wear only mah..ONLY mah..10% leh?hahax


We were given a whole pack of 6 colours highlighter..Not bad la..At least better than nothing..hahax.

Our school organised a carnival for us. Carnival..u might think is fun..but let me tell u..not FUN at ALL! Our carnival is about eat,play,eat,play,eat,play,eat again(-.-!!!)..the process keeps on repeating and repeating..So sian lor..

And u noe wat? My frens and ate only 1 stick of fishball and ice-stick that cost $1 each..Like dat only dat..2 hrs..eat only like dat!!LOLX

hais..todae is such a boring and sad day..How i wished it never take place at all..hahax..juz kidding..i want to add something.."Can the organiser please think of something interesting and creative idea next year?Thank you."

CA Tests coming le..

hi..

Long time never blog liao cos too busy...hahax. Hais...CA test coming le..wat to do??I have to pass every subject with "flying colours" leh...or else... i cannot play play le la...if i fail..i dun noe wat am i going to do in the final year...i am scared.."What if i can't go into JC or poly?"
Hais..i dun 1 say le..=(

The test is starting from15 August to 18 August leh..then 1 day got 2 or more subjects lor. .Like dat,where got time to study?i think the school dun noe how to plan..muz at least give us AMPLE TIME to study mah..even though tis tests is not so important. Hais..No point blaming..they already give us the time table le..cannot change liao.

k la..blog until here.Bye!

Ğŕāňđмотћёґ 90ŧĥ βιŕŧĥđăë

Hi there..
Today is my grandmother 90th birthday! Wow! Can you believe it?? That's amazing!Don't you think so? I wondered how she had gone through for the past years taking care of her children. My mother once told me that she used to be very fierce to her children when they were a kid. She takes care of them with her strict discipline skills and this had frightened them so much. Although strict discipline, they never bear grudges against their mother. To their eyes, she is the most loving and caring mother. Now, her children take turns to look after her, even though she is old...
See..so touching.....

We celebrated her birthday at a hotel. A luxurious hotel..u may say... "Hotel leh!" hahax! It sounded so 'grand' for me. We ate a sumptuous meal, having shark fins as a dish! Oh...shark fins...i love shark fins! Those hot and sticky 'soup' with crab meat diving at its own pace. For me, it seems to be the best dish of all! Yum! Yum!... Are u drooling now? I hope not!(laughs)

It was the most enjoyable event for my grandmother. She had celebrated her birthday with all her children. Everyone of them turns up without fail, hoping to wish their mother a Happy 90th Birthday. It was so touching, so memorable for her, and her children to sit down together, enjoying the joyous celebration to take place.

Birthdays happens only once a year and today is the opportunity for them. A day where, brothers, sisters sit down together talking about their family life. A day where they can spend time with their mother, together as a family.

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Hello,
Long time no see le...I have been too busy..hahax.. Today, our school celebrated Youth day. We wore our class jersey to school. Talking about class jersey, i was so angry! I put my name as "Eieng" and stupid idiots change my name. They changed to "Engz", and the man printed wrong. Print "Eng2". What was that??"Eng2!ARGH!" I was so angry lor! I know they all PURPOSELY 1 la! See me quiet,quiet, easy to bully! I just dun 1 to quarrel with them lor. They think i scared of them. Oh pls la!ME?SCARED?R U KIDDING? Never mind..I let it go..."Juz they wait", i can only say...

It was a tiring day for us. We played "Amazing Race". In case you are wondering what is that, let me tell you. We had to run from 1 place to another, meaning from our school to East Coast Park, and completing 8 checkpoints in the run. We can choose to jog or walk to East Coast, without any means of transportation. What was that? I was thinking.. It was so far even if you cycle to East Coast Park(near Bedok Jetty), and let alone walking! Can you imagine?! We started at 9 plus and we have to complete the race by 11.30am. I was like"Huh..so far,where can end at this time?Pls lor..."

But what to do? The day still have to pass by. No choice.. So we started with our journey. I was in the same grp with lijuan, stella, sheryl, hamida, umirah, hafizah. 7 people. Shld be 6. Hahax. Got 1 extra. Guess whos the 1? We are in grp 42B, meaning we are the last grp in 302 to go. LAST! I was thinking"Die le la..last leh..would we be the last grp to reach? Hais..the destination is so far....."

Finally, with our determination and perservarance , we reached half way of East Coast Park. Phew! It was tiring! We had to survive with no means of transportation, food and water!
We stopped for a rest near a hawker centre and we saw our classmates. From faraway, we can already see our class T- shirts! All Red! Is today National day? 12 people were there sitting comfortably, drinking 100 Plus, green tea, coconut and these is all from our class ! Sharlene and Jannie grps.
What a coincidence! We, too, sat there and have a drink before going off. Everyone knows having a drink here would have a penalty. But who exactly cares? No one! We just sat there drinking hungrily. In our minds, we already know we are not the winners. We are sure that everyone is sitting there now, waiting for prizes.

As we drink, i am thinking of something. Imagine, what will people think when we all go back together?Class spirit?Hahaha.. Juz as i was thinking abt it, a teacher saw us...."Drats!" She saw us drinking and threatened to write down our names... Jonathan then told the teacher we are disqualified already and are now making our way back. The teacher did not buy our story and began asking for our names 1 by 1. Hais....Then we began walking and suddenly Suyu shouted something unbelievable..."Shit you la!" It was so loud and clear! We were 1m infront of her and could even heard her shouting. Let alone behind! The teacher had not left yet....and she dares to shout that words...Everyone jumped up at her words! Then, Jannie say: "U shld inform us earlier, then we can together say..,like dat then got class spirit mah!" Everyone was now laughing out loud!(LOLx) Suyu was known for her favourite word "Shit". She just got the voice....Nobody knows whether the teacher have heard her a not.......... Haha..Better not..

So we walked back with laughter, thinking of what Suyu had said just now..... Everybody was now looking at us..i feel so proud...we had walked back as half a class...lolx!

Our whole class ends up picking up litter at East Coast Park. It was a really tiring Youth day for us.Phew....it had finally ended...



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Hi there,
Today is a fruitful dae for me. It all started in a bright evening... I was there in my home doing my homework. Doing,doing...then suddenly i thought of e BBQ that my sis was saying yesterdae. BBQ, i thot...Wow, splendid, yummy food :p... i decided 2 msg my sis asking whether there is any room for 2 persons(to come 2 e BBQ)..1 for me and 2nd is my bro..i thought my hopes were dashed when she replied :'Who 1 to come, do i know e 2 persons?' i replied back 'me and bro lah!' She called me back later and i found out it is a misunderstanding....hahahahax..she thot i was her friend, SP,hahax...Funny..
When i talked to her, her words were encouraging and tempting...make me 1 to go..i said i will consider...Hours has past, and i still haven come to a decision..until..my hp receive a msg. The msg was frm my sis...she wrote " TL prepared alot of food.Got lambchop, stingray, chicken wings, hotdogs, taiwan sausages, crabmeat, flower crabs..U sure u dun 1 come?" " YUM,YUM" i thot...I decided 2 go... I was drooling upon seeing tis msg..hahax
I hailed a taxi on my own..hahax....1st time in my entire life! hahax.. My sis friends were already there, waiting for food...hahax..
The whole BBQ party starts after that!! YIPPEE!! The food were splendid! i juz dun noe use what words 2 describe..It was mouth-watering.......i still remember e taste...WOW...After BBQueing, we went coffeebean 2 play scrabble..After that, we went home....
It was really a veri fruitful dae...REALLY... I want to thanks my sis and bro-in-law for making the BBQ Party a sucess....hahahahax...
See u! bye!

ЬǒŘıňģ đāĕ...

Hello there,
Todae, is a boring dae to me.Why do i say that?Hais...Wake up in e morning at 9.30am.See Raymie,Gemie, and Minnie( hamsters). Watch TV after dat. Watch till 11pm.Revise geography and do the homwork given by Mr Chan. At 12.20pm, went down and buy my favourite Wanton mee. In time 2 watch A Toast Of Love. After that i went 2 study a while, then fall asleep. And this sleep caused me hours. See, todae is such a boring dae..Sigh..
Actually, i have a chance 2 go out with my pri school friends todae...but u noe wat? i had wasted this chance..i should have follow them!! I had wanted this so much!But ,2 bad..it slips away...
I have my reasons not 2 go with them...
Going out with them, i will not utter a word at alll! Not even a single word! How ridiculous! Isn't it?N becos of this, they dun talk 2 u. Why?Never join e grp mah!!hahahahahax! Those who knew me should have known for my quiet personality..
2 bad lor, i can only tell myself! No need 2 feel sorry for mi la...hahax..Dats y i told u todae is a boring and sad dae(maybe) for me..
i got to go le..See U!

Life' real failures is when you do not realise how close you were to sucess when you give up

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HeLlo...=)
Todae is my 2nd dae of writing....Hais...i still dun noe how 2 use tis stupid blog...Alot of things 2 learn....Etc.how 2 upload pic, how 2 put music, how to change e template....Hais...still a long way 2 go....i dun believe i can't find my way out of tis creepy forest....Siao 1...design a blog so difficult ...might well dun create rite??But since i hav created, might well make a full use of it!!LOLx..My sis commented on my 1st blog...u noe wat she sae??she sae"y e words(starting on my veri 1st blog) look so strange?"then i sae "i make 1 mah...,cannot achx?"then she sae"Wuliao..."hahax...Sister... i noe u jealous la....dats y sae like dat....LOLx
Aiyah...holidaes goin 2 be over liao....how achx??Die la...haven do finish hw..haven revise finish.... Wat 2 do?!i tink let nature takes its own course bah.....
K la...i got 2 go and do my homework le...Bye...See U!!

You must have long term goals to keep you from being frustrated by short term failures

šŧåŕŤıńĝ ōŇ mŸ νëŘĭ ıŝŦ βļōĝ

Hi there...
i m new here...todae is e 1st time i started on tis online diary...it is also e dae where i can put all my memories, thots, into tis precious diary...
i hoped dat tis diary will flash back to me e old memories , e thots, dat i have through out my whole life .....

Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goals